Monday, January 2, 2012

Christmas Came Early For Us

Just when I was ready to write 2011 off as a total bust, it had one last little surprise for us.

Just 2 weeks before Christmas, I got my 2nd one of these:















On the heels of my anonymity post, and the one time I've wished this blog was anonymous, if you know me in real life PLEASE keep this information to yourselves.

I am 7 weeks, 5 days and considering what happened last time it is WAY too early for me to be spreading this news to the general public.

But out of respect for all of you who helped me through my darkest times and have been my sisters in this shithole of infertility I needed you all to know.

Also, 1 week from today marks the day that Baby A's heart stopped beating.  I have found a way to make peace with whatever the outcome of this pregnancy may be, but from now until my scan at 10 weeks will be the most anxious-ridden time for me and I know I will look to you ladies for some comfort, support and words of encouragement.

This year was still a shitty, shitty year, but it left one last little glimmer of hope and I can only pray that 2012 will follow through and bring us the joy that 2011 so cruelly took away.

22 comments:

  1. OMG!!!! Congratulations!!! Not at all what I was expecting to see, but nonetheless I am SOOOO, SOOO happy for you!!

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  2. I'm so thrilled for you! I'm praying that this year brings you wonderful things!

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  3. Praying that this pregnancy results in a beautiful take home baby for you. Congratulations!!!!

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  4. Congrats!!! That is awesome news!!!

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  5. Congrats!!!! What a great way to start the new year : )

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  6. Oh Jesica, congrats! That's so great. I'll be praying for a sticky bean for you!

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  7. Oh wow! Congratulations! you must be so excited! May it be a prosperous 2012!

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  8. That's the most lovely sight to be seen. I am glad for you friend.
    May this be your baby for keeps.
    Alissa

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  9. Wow...congrats! I'll be anxious with you!

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  10. Congratulations, I'm so happy and anxious for you guys! It was great seeing you for a brief moment:-)

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  11. Congratulations! I know it's early days but what wonderful news! Keeping my fingers crossed for you...

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  12. ahhhh!!!!! congrats to you and your hubby!! that is awesome news and I am so happy for you!! Stay positive.. what a perfect christmas gift! xx

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  13. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I
    (I knew it)

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  14. Yay! Congratulations! I really hope this is your takehome baby.

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  15. Congratulations, Jesica! Sending you and baby lots of good thoughts. :)

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  16. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fantastic news!!!! I have been reading your blog all the time still and rooting for you guys that things would turn around quickly and 2012 would be a great year for you! Sending you lots of good thoughts!!! Loves!!!

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  17. OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!!!! I'm sending you all the positive happy thoughts I got! This will be your take home baby!!

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  18. This is so exciting! I'm glad you decided to share with us!!!

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  19. so, so happy for you. you're in my thoughts over the next few weeks!

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