8 Weeks Pregnant Forever

I feel like I have been 8 weeks pregnant forever.

Let me explain.

First pregnancy I made it all the way to 12 weeks.

BUT

Baby actually stopped growing somewhere between 8 and 9 weeks, after discovering this, in my head it's like I was 8.5 weeks pregnant for an extra 4 weeks.  Since the pregnancy did not progress I did not actually experience pregnancy at 9, 10, 11 and 12 weeks.  Just 8 weeks...a lot.

Then I was NOT pregnant for 8 weeks (oh 8 weeks, you keep popping up over and over again).

And now here we are in that in between 8 and 9 weeks again.

8 weeks CAME SO FAST.

I was like, wait what?!  we're at 8 weeks already?! 

But good god, I'm STILL ONLY IN THE 8TH WEEK?!

These last 6 days HAVE DRAGGED ON AND ON AND ON.

Tomorrow is 9 weeks and we will finally, officially be in a new week, A BRAND NEW UNEXPLORED TERRITORY WEEK.

I feel like I'm just going to be in the first trimester forever.  It's like I've been pregnant since July...with a short break in October (the only month I was not pregnant at all in since July) where I could drink again...and then REPEAT.

Oddly my belly immediately went back to it's 8 week pregnant status immediately upon discovering it was pregnant.

It had gone back flat again fairly quickly post miscarriage and then BAM 5 weeks pregnant and I have the 8 week belly back.

And it's just stayed that way ever since.

SEE, 8 WEEKS PREGNANT FOREVER.