A good IRL friend of mine was pregnant at the same time as me.
She was due exactly 1 week before me.
It was quite fun those first few weeks when most of the world didn't know we were pregnant and we could chat about symptoms, fitting into pants, napping etc.
Then I lost my baby.
And now I'm not pregnant.
But she still is.
I emailed her right after the miscarriage but haven't spoken to her since.
And now, today, her husband posted on Facebook, evil evil Facebook, that he got to feel the baby kick.
I feel like I've been punched in the stomach.
Everyone else who I knew that was pregnant with me was much farther along and already feeling the baby kick when I was only 11 weeks pregnant or so.
But she, she was at the same place as me.
And now she's feeling her baby kick, and her husband is feeling their baby kick.
And me, I have no baby to feel kick.
No baby for my husband to feel kick.
Wow...I was doing so well but this just got harder.