I have to take a little blogging break guys.
My reasons are twofold.
One: My MIL arrives tomorrow.
She will be here with us for 2 weeks and I feel like I'm supposed to entertain her rather than sit on my computer blogging about my feelings.
It is my mission in life for the next 2 weeks to be a good hostess.
I know...I dream big.
Reason Two: I have a few things I need to sort out in my head that keep getting confused when I sit down to blog and when I read other infertility blogs.
Sometimes I can feel myself being in a really positive place, I can imagine a future healthy pregnancy and a life with children and everything is looking up. Then I start reading infertility blogs and suddenly I'm in a much darker place, that place where thoughts of recurrent miscarriage overwhelm anything positive that I was feeling and worry and despair take over.
I love reading everyone's blog and I appreciate that you read mine in return, but I need a little break, a break from all the heartache that as a community we've been dealt too much of.
So, MIL is in town and I am stepping away from the world of infertility for 2 weeks.
I hope to have found the peace I'm looking for (yes, peace only takes 2 weeks to find) and I will come back in the New Year ready to face my infertility as well as all of yours with some positivity rather than the despair I am feeling lately.
Here's hoping I come back to tons of BFP's from you all and as few stories of miscarriages, stillborns and BFN's as possible.
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!