I'm in Oregon finally after a nightmare trip.
I haven't seen my grandma yet, but we're on our way there soon.
And I just wanted to say a quick thanks.
Thanks to everyone who commented and told me their infertility and/or miscarriage stories. As much as I wish neither of these things existed, it's nice to feel less alone and know you're not the only one who's been unlucky enough to experience these things and it's also comforting to know how many people had miscarriages and still ended up with babies in the end.
Thanks to everyone who has texted, emailed, Facebooked or commented with thoughts, prayers, well-wishes and condolences. I know I haven't written back to everyone, but I appreciate the hell out of it and it means a lot to me that people care.
And a quick apology. If you are a pregnant blogger friend of mine, either IRL or we're just blogger buddies, I apologize but I'm probably not going to be reading your blog anymore. It's just too hard and I can't torture myself by constantly thinking what week I would have been in and watching everyone's growing bellies. I wish you all nothing but healthy and easy pregnancies and I hope you all know how blessed you are. You'll all make great mamas.
Much love to you all.